Finally I can breathe again and I love it! 

The last two years of my life has been a frustrating roller coaster. I’ve felt everything you can possible feel, but in August last year I took back the control of my life, and within a couple of months I was back on track and now I see the results. I am stronger than ever before and I love it. #InnerJourney

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From this week’s photo shoot. Photographer Gro Storteig.

You see, we often need to go through some heavy crises before we can change for the better, and I am not an exception. My heavy period is now behind me. This winter I focused on self-awareness- and development, healing both my body and mind – and so I did.

I have left behind everything that was not good for me; wrong things I did and focused on, wrong places and people – simply all that did not give me positive energy is gone.

Finally I can breathe again and I love it! 

Now I manage to see myself completely and with it I also see the whole picture – and only when I do this – climb into my my inner self, I can clean up  both inside and outside. And when I clean up, my abilities and strength comes back to guide me the right way. So now I’m back on track for sure – I am listening to my inner self and the universe, and for every minute, my energy is flowing back to me.

Well, yesterday I also came across this tarot page and the question What is your life path number. I wanted to check this out, since I am a bit superstitious and you know what? I’m completely numb. Here are my strengths and weaknesses described, both of which I have to work on. So I will use this as a tool in the future. I am number 1, and right here you can check your life path number.

If ever there was a moment of total transformation, it was the moment of your birth. In that instant, you stepped through a door in time into a new reality — the reality of human life. The most important number in your numerology chart is based on the date of your birth, the moment when the curtain goes up in your life.

Even at that moment, you were a person with your own unique character, as unique as your DNA. Everything that is you existed in potential, much like a play that is about to begin. Your entire life exists as a potential that has been prepared for. You have ultimate freedom to do with your life as you like: To fulfill its potential completely, or to make some smaller version of yourself. It all depends upon your effort and commitment.

You make the decisions to fulfill, to whatever extent, the potential life that exists within you. That is your choice. In this sense, the possible you is implicit during the moment of your birth.

The Life Path number gives us a broad outline of the opportunities, challenges, and lessons we will encounter in this lifetime. Your Life path is the road you are traveling. It reveals the opportunities and challenges you will face in life. Your Life Path number is the single most important information available in your Personality Chart!

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What does a Life Path Number of 1 mean?

Trude, you are a born leader. You insist on your right to make up your own mind; you demand freedom of thought and action. You have drive and determination. You don’t let anything or anyone stand in your way once you are committed to your goal.

You assume the responsibility to be the protector and provider for those you love. You demand respect and attention and become irritated and even domineering when important things do not go your way. You need to feel in command of important undertakings, and resist supportive roles. You seek the forefront and the limelight.

You are exceptionally creative and original and possess a touch of the unusual. Your approach to problems is unique and you have the courage to wander from the beaten path. You can be impatient with your shortcomings and those of others.

You are very concerned with your status and foster the appearance of success and self-satisfaction. The need to appear well off propels you to strive for growth, success and the finer things of life.

You should watch out for selfishness, conceit and the over-concern with appearance. You must guard against overzealous behavior, anger and aggressiveness. If these qualities are not brought under control you could become excessively domineering, vindictive and even violent. You perform best when you are left to your own devices.

Ideally Trude, you should own your own business and be your own boss. Hold fast to your life’s dream and work with the determination you possess to realize it.

You can become overly stressed by your driven nature. Be careful about the food you eat and maintain an exercise program you enjoy. Competition sports are often a healthy outlet for a person with your drive, particularly sports involving running and swimming.

Don’t let pride and overconfidence be your masters. Remember, your talents and abilities are a gift from a higher source, which should promote gratitude and humility, rather than pride and conceit.

More often than not a person with a 1 Life Path will achieve much in life as long as the drive, creativity, originality and pioneering spirit are fully employed!

Again. I’m completely numb – because this is so spot on, and very much the same that I concluded after my deep dive into myself last autumn, and yes, it hurts going down there, you see things that you have hidden for a long time. But we need to see both the strengths and the deep shit to clean up, to find the right direction and then be able to use our properties constructively.

Both my strengths and weaknesses is described above, both of which I have to work on to be a better person and to achieve more in terms of love, experiences and everything else.

I have also understood that I have to forgive both myself and others, and learn to love myself completely with all my mistakes and shortcomings. By doing this, I believe my bad qualities will be given less space and the good ones more. By learning to love myself, I will be able to love others as I am truly capable of.

So I will use this as a tool in the future and be more conscious of my feminine power and wisdom, and keep my fokus on the right things in life. Love is one of them, writing books another one. 🙂

Right here you can check your life path number.

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 Trude Helén Hole


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